Shankha International
Shankha International in Bengali
Autumn-98 Issue
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afB]smy fChû kfr v[bhr kil} fblth bhijfz v~hiRfz rel fsùimá. fbiSq> v~hRhfy Hlnh abS]; p/hz yqÑi>, smfby kf«r wkth FH-Fc khfn fBfs wl or, fZn wkth phHhRI J>_h Ymfk v~hRhl vrjhr ophfr. iTk S}iky nh Hflo, mfn-mfn infjfk p/ïÑy rhKl fs.
vrjh K[fl fZfye or P]hfnrh iGfr v~hRhl ofk - wfkbhfr kÑiqgy kfr fPll infjfvr b<fä. Hhism[fK ofvr fse ahvfrr ay]hchr fmfn inl fsùimá.
nh, fsùimá ahmhfvr fkhn sb_jnpiricy iPlM*thr nz - or P]hfnrho nz HhliPl iPlMIv[inzhr ozhikbHhl vS_kkÑflr p/bl p/iyiniV. ikëÑ yh' bfl ofvr khfC fsùimfár jnip/zyh fkhn iPlM*thfrr fcfz km nz. ahjfkr jmhfzfy, wknjr-iHfsfb or P]hfnfvr bzfsr a]hBhfrjth fnfm ahsfb shfy; fse aV:pyfnr jfn] wkhë vhzI fZ, fse iyn bCfrr fChû iyi» ahphyy or H~htÑv[fth jiRfz Vfr J[lfC. nIcÑ Hfz or ivfk yhkhfye wkghl fHfs ahr líjh-líjh m[K kfr fs blfl, "fYùimä khkÑ, ahfg ahmhl\ Yf¤ fKlfb."
fsùimá ofvr sbhr bhbhr b@V[ÆhnIz Hflo, bzfs fs y~hfvr fcfz ikC[th fChte - fs s[bhfv fs ofvr skflre 'fsùimákhkh'. fKlhr ahsfr fsùimákhkhr upiÆiy ofvr khfC wkth ibfSA ahkA_>. yhe yhfk infz thnhthin pfR Zhz fChtfvr mHfl - ahr fsùimáo fsNHBfr fZhg fvz ofvr sf¤; âV[-âV[ ofvr ibm[K krfy mn chz nh yhr. fsùimár s=Bhbthe W rkm; ahr fse jfn]e, fCflb[fRh skflre ip/zphá o, fChtfblh fYfke. flhfkr fchfK Bhl Hozhr fbhVHz wkth fnSh ahfC - bR Hfzo fs fnShth fGhfcin.
aiyiY aB]hgyfvr glhr ahozhfj shrhth bhRI jmjmht - fs klfrhfl glh imilfzfC fChtbR sb\bhe. fChtfvr sf¤ fKlhz fZhg ivflo p[frhp[ir mn iClnh or yhfy - tÑkfrh kYhr wkth aY_HIn fkhlhHflr fDu khfn ahsiCl fsùimár. ofvr fCflmhn[AIr sf¤ yhl rhKhr uQshH phiêCl nh o, âV[ fc&th kriCl or fse P~hikth fZn Vrh nh pfR ofvr khfC; yhChRh wyth ghRI chilfz wfs wktÑ fy&tho phiêCl - yhe ofvr ynMzyhr P~hfk, ahr iyi»fk an] fKlnh ivfz BÑilfz fsùimá phfz-phfz wfghflh iliB}rºfmr ivfk, bRfvr ahsfr.
fsKhfn fp~ùfChfnhr ahfge, is~iR Bhxhr m[fK p/Yfme o fchfK pfR fgl khfbrI fbùivr.
- we fZ mShe, wminfye y d[m[frr PÑl Hfz ufTfCn, yhr opr ahbhr fvKiC is} fBfx bhC[frr vfl D[fk pfRfCn, fvKhe fmflin wfs abiV ----. khfbrIfbùivr glhz fZn miHlhmHflr aiBfZhfgr fkhrhs.
p/mIlhvflr smfby ah÷mf> fsùimá wktÑ fkh>Thsh Hfz pfR - m[fK nhB_hs wkth Hhis ftfn s=Ikhr kfr fnz or sb fvhA. uvßhr kfrn gIyhfbùiv, - o ik ahr shV kfr igfziCl bhC[frr vfl, ofk fjhr kfr ftfn infz fgl fZ orh - o iknh ofvr fPBhirt\ khkh, yhe; ahr o-o fZ fymin Bhlmhn[A! yfb siy] fsùimá, mhfJ mhfJ fkhYhz fZ d[b vho yÑim - phähe phozh Zhz nh ----.
- âV[ d[b fvz nh fbùiv, d[fb-d[fb jlo Khz.
ophS fYfk Vhrhflh it#pnI wfs pfR; m[K iPirfz fvfK fsùimá - fk ahbhr, C@vhfbùiv!
- omh, yhe nhik! yh fsth y bhp[ Bhl kYh nz. s=Bhfbr aiyir| wkth CvM-gh$BIZ_ m[fK ftfn blfln gIyhfbùiv.
- v~hRho, fyhmhr wkth Bhlmy b]bÆh krfy HfêC SIg\igrI - ahmrhe y fyhmhr flhkhl ghfj_n---, iciëym[fK fZhg kfrn uin.
- v~hRhn fbùiv - ahfg Bhl *phe lhigfz or sbrkm KbrhKbr fZhghR kir - yfb nh iTkmy wkth b]bÆhr kYh Bhbh ---. fZhg kfrn C@vhfbùiv.
rHs]êCfl blh kYhth siy] Hflo ah^cZ_ Hfb nh fsùimá. siy], bhxhlIr fchK wiRfz we Khs inuezfk_r b[fkr opfro fkhn ikC[ krhr fc&th b<Yh - irfpht_ iTk fp~ùfC Zhfb sbhr khfn. we infze y' ahmhfvr smhj, fsùimá Bhfb - fnHhQ bhfrh Hhjhr mhel yPhfy yhr fcHhrh phf%t Zhfb, fsth ahSh krho an]hz. wyqf> fs ikC[th sHj Hfz ahfs. Hhism[fK bfl,
- we Shshinr fmhkhiblh krfy krfy jIbnthe fkft fgl fvKiC. K[b fChtfblhz v[&tÑmI krfl mh Bz fvKhy j[j[b[RIr; bR Hfz v[rëpnh krfl årºjnrh blfyn, 'phiTfz fvb fbhid_}-w;' kflj-lhefPo fbSI FH-Fc krfl bh an] fkhn fbchl fvKfl kyépq p[ilfSr Bz fvKhy; ahr ahj ahpnhrho. ahj ikëÑ flhB HfêC BIA> ahpnhfvr Shshinfy, wkbhr nh Hz fbchl kfre fviK wbhr.
- ahfr nh mShe - Zh BhbfCn, ay sHfj fsit Hbhr nz. fymn fbchl fvKfl ahmrh fZ b]bÆh krb, yhr khfC ahpnhr W fChtfblhr Shiïr Bz iks[] nz - j[j[b[RI fYfk p[ilS, sb imilfz Zhfk bfl iY/-en\-ozhn, fymn wkitfk K~[fj fbr kfr J[ilfz fvb glhz---.
- nh, fyhrh bÄ Bz fvKhiêCs ofk, âV[ âV[ amn krfl ik o-pfY ph bhRhfb ahr fkhno ivn,
sfsNH an[fZhg wbhr gIyhfbùivr.
- v~hRhn fbùiv, irfpht_th Hhfy phe ahfg. siy]e Ziv Bhmhn[Ait Hz, yfb ahr icëh kI? yh H~]h, Bhlmhn[Abhb[, ahjkhl W ahy±smIqhth clfC fkmn?
qÑrVhr p/SNbh> C@vhfbùivr, wbhfr fshjhs[ij fsùimáfke.
wkth fChû eiyHhs ahfC w-p/SNthr. wkivn - Sinbhre Hfb - we C@vhfbùive shy-skhfl fPhn kfriCfln fsùimáfk. v[bhr ir} krhr pfr fPhn yÑfliCl o. khfn wfsiCl C@vhfbùivr sfkùyÑk k«s=r, 'G[m Bhxhlhm nhik, sir].' o yhRhyhiR bfliCl, 'nh nh, G[m Bhxhnin fmhfte, ahim y' ufT pfRiC afnkq>.' âfn fbùiv bfliCfln, 'o, yhe nhik? yh wyq> kI krh HiêCl âin?' fnHhQe wkth jbhb iHfsfb yhRhyhiRfy bfliCl fsùimá, 'we y chfzr khpth Hhfy infz wktÑ ahy±smIqh kriClhm.' ahr Zhz fkhYh - o p/hfër Hhisr Sf+v fPhnthfk khfnr fYfk sirfz fPlfy HfziCl afnkKhine. yhrpr, p/hYimk vmkhth fkft fgfl Hhisr frSthfk shmfl infz bfliCfln, 'kI blfl - ahy±smIqh? b[fJiC. H~[, osb bhfj kYhz fBhlhfy fZonh; siy] kYhe bl nh fkn - fBhrfblh ufT ahkhfSr ivfk yhikfz fghpn ip/zhr V]hn HiêCl ---.' bfl, HThQe å>åi>fz uTfln fPhfn - 'fkhYhz yÑim ahim fkhYhz - jIbn fkhn pfY cflfC nhiH jhin---.' yhir mhfJ wk P~hfk fsùimá bfliCl, 'fmhfte yh nz fbùiv, fyhmhr W k%pnhr pqIrhfjr dhnhv[fth m[fR fPlfy phr wbhr. ahr yhChRh ribThkÑfrr ghfnr o-yÑim 'fs-yÑim' nz --- Bgbhn -.' 'H~[, blfle Hl? pi@dyI rhK - Bhir fbhJ yÑim ribThkÑfrr ghn! o~r ghfnr Bgbhn ivib] K[SImy ip/zh ahr ip/z Hfz Zhn, a]h@d Bheis Bhs_h, fsth jhn? mfnr kYhth bfl fPlh infz kYh; fZ Zhr my b[fJ ink yhrpr, fs-vhizyü yhfvr. nefl cSmh-nhfk be-Hhfy C[tfy Hz p/fy]kth ghfnr fpCfn. ahim y' bhbh yhe b[iJ!'
yfk_r fJ~hfk ahro afnk ikC[ blhr efêC iCl fsùimár - phfrin. lijkth p[frhp[ir iTk nh Hflo fkhYhz fZn wkth Z[i|r fC~hzh iCl C@vhfbùivr kYhz - ik}bh wkth ibS=hfsr. fsth yfk_r ahGhfy fBfx ivfy mn chzin or. yhChRh, mfy nh imlflo, fkn fZn Bhl lhgiCl or we fChû ahflhcnhth - p/Ym-fBhfrr wkJlk Th@dh Hhozhr mye irfPàiS} - fsth akht] Z[i|s¤y bh ôhngB_ nh Hflo! fbhVHz fsejfn]e, ik}bh ahr fkhno khrf>, iTk jhfnnh fs.
fs Zh fHhk, we 'ahy±smIqh'r kYhth m[fK-m[fK CiRfzfC yhrpr - iTk kyth, fkhYhz, wb} kI ræp infz - fsth abS] jhfnnh fsùimá. yfb ahjfkr ahsfr upiÆy miHlhfvr p/fy]fkr m[fKe aY_p{>_ Hhis fvfK fs ahr ikC[ nh b[J[k, we m[H{fy_ fsKhn fYfk sfr ahshthe Z[i|Z[| b[Jl - mhfn, prbyI_ p/fSNr JR oThr ahfge.
Gfrr an]ivfk ahÄh jimfziCl p[rºA-aB]hgyrh - fHh*t afShkvh wb} y~hr upZ[| yyühbVhfn fZ ofzt bhrth, fsth iGfr. wChRh, ainbhZ_Bhfbe Gfrr ahfrk fkhf> yhfsr ahÄho bfs igfziCl yyqf> - p/fy]k phit_fye w-b]bÆh fvfK-fvfK aB]ï Hfz ufTfC fs. yfb o-rfs biöy fs - wyivn dim_trIfy fYfko yhs-b]hphrth Vhfy sz nh or. irl]hÉ krfy wfs ahr mhYh Khthfy efêC kfr nh bfle fbhVHz; yhChRh bfs-bfs fKlhr opr or s=hBhibk anIHh. ofk fvfKe bfl uTfln afShkvh,
- we fZ fsùimá, wfl bfl mfn Hl - aYc fvKhit fplhm nh - b[Jlhm fmfz mHfl ahtfk pfRC. Zh pp[lhr yÑim, phRhr wkmhá b]hfclr bfl kYh ---. fZhg ivfln p/vIpvh,
- yh Zh bflfCn - W fZ aræfpr bh$phr i*tkhfr ahfC 
- 'H]hipfns ej\ ibe} is¤l\ ---.'
- fskYh ahr bl nh - v[fblh fbù-wr khfC fK~hth Khe othr jfn] - ikC[fye b[iJfz uTfy phir nh, mhn[Afk Bgbhn is¤l\ kfre phThn, yhrpr y m]hird\ - nhu v]ht\ i*tkhr ej\ i*tik} im a]ht r} fpLfss\.
sv] fnSh-lhgh jRhfnh-glhz v[:K kfr uTfln aræpvh - mhfn C@vhfbùivr br. sfb bCr Khfnk Hl fbhVHz ibfz HfzfC o~fvr. 
- fbS HfzfC, uicy iSqh HfzfC fyhr; yÑe bH[Q chl[ ahiCs - d]hSfbhfd_r shmfnr i*tkhrth K[fl fPfliCs ibfzr iTk ahfg - nefl C@vh oth fvKfl fyhr kphfl ahro v[:K iCl ---.
- fkn, kI iCl fsthfy? fsùimá ijg\fgs kfr fkùyçHlI Hfz.
- fsth ahr sbhr shmfn blfy chenh wKn, yÑim wivfk ws, bliC. bfl fsùimár khfn-khfn blfln fsth, iPsiPs kfr. âfn fsùimár khn lhl Hfz uTl - a]hfmirkhz wyivn Yhkh sfyüo.
- yÑimo blfb mheir, fyhmhfk nh vhvh bil? sbe y' fyhmhr khfCe fSKh årº! yh afShkvh, bhRIKhnh jb\br H~hikfzC ikëÑ, wfòbhfr C#pr P~ÑfR fbfrhfêC! we itàkth wktÑ iSiKfz ivo vhvh - ahmhr ozheP y' wsb fvfK-âfn ahr W a]hpht_fmf@t Yhkfye chznh ---. aræpvhr krº> ahfqp!
fsùimár Hhis fpl aræpvhr kYhz - fbù-wr nhm BÑfl fgfC fbhVHz, 'ahmhr ozheP\' kYhth BIA> tIipk]hl lhgl or khfn. afShkvh wfkbhfre phäh ivfln nh or ahfqfp,
- Zh-Zh, wfy ahbhr fSKhbhr ahfCth kI? w ik ahmhr bhRI? bhRI y' b]hfXkr - fs yÑeo jhins, ahimo jhin! ahim âV[ mhfs-mhfs mt_fgj thin - blfy phirs inimä mhá. v[Hhy uf%t prmH}fsr B¤I krfln afShkvh.
phfz phfz sfr pRl fsùimá. wr pfr wKhnkhr ahflhcnh ainbhZ_Bhfb fkhnivfk fmhR fnfb, jhfn fs. bhRIr g%p fSA Hfl, wfvfSr jIbfnr ahnshft_nit, chkrIr abÆh ey]hiv Hfz wfvS-ofvfSr wk as$Bb yÑlnhr mfV] ivfz, wkth ufñvSHIn fghlkV~hVhz, aYc fZn wkth s[iniv_&t b~hVh rhïhz G[rfy Yhkfb kfYhpkYn - Hhfy H[eIr gLhs Vfr - Zyq> pZ_ë s$Bb Hfb fsthfk wmin FbicáHIn chilfz Zhozh.
we bzsth - nh, iTk bzs nz, jIbfnr we fPj\th wKhfn kI ah^cZ_ rkfmr fp/idkftbl\ ahr wkfGfz, Bhfb fsùimá. ahlhvh khro ikC[ Gftnh we fPj\-w - p/h>pf> wkth inrhpähr Cibfk infjr vKfl ahnhr fc&thz ivn khft sbhr. fs infjo nz ikC[ b]iy÷m - s=hY_isivßr we p{b_inV_hiry bhi>j]pfYr ZháI fs-o; we ainbhZ_ anhgfyr jfn] fs-o p/ïÑy kfrfC infjfk iyfl-iyfl. fsthe b[iJ bR-Hfz-oTh - fsthre nhmhër sB]yh yYh p/giy.
ikfcfnr m[fKe rmhfbùivr sf¤ fvKh - frthr shmfn v~hiRfz cp\ fBfje cflfCn Yhlh Bfr. ofk fvfKe blfln,
- we fZ fsùimá, iKfv fpfz fgfC in^cze, ws wkth cp\ Kho - idà}k\s\-wr sf¤ Bhl lhgfb. fChtrh fyhmhz fZ yhRhyhiR fCfR ivl ahj bR ---?
- wmine; ofvr sf¤ yhl rhKh S|; yhChRh ofvr v[inzhz ahmhfk ahr mhnhiêCl nh.
wktÑ fYfm fsùimá ijg\fgs krl,
- fbùiv, aBIkfk fvKiC nh fZ, o bhRI fne b[iJ?
- H~]h, H~]h - bhRIfye ahfC, Zhfb ahr fkhYhz! in^cz or Gfr bfs ikC[ krfC - or bfzsI fku ahfsin y', yhe ---. we y' wktÑ ahfg wfs Khbhr infz fgl.
blfy blfy fbùiv ftibfl Khbhr shjhfy lhgfln. afShkvh fbhVHz wkth cp\ ahy±shQ krfy wfsiCfln - o~r khfn fgl kYhth.
- aBIfkr kYh ahr blnh - ivnivn fkmn fZn o åitfz ZhfêC infjr mfV] - fbiSrBhg smze y' infjr Gfr khthz.
- aYc fChtfblhz mfn ahfC, fyhmhr sf¤ y' K[b Bhb iCl - ky fKlhV{flh kry. wKn W rkme - bfl, 'Bhl lhfgnh Wsb'. fZhg ivfln fbùiv.
ftibfl Khbhr pRfye wigfz wfsiCl skfl. kYhr ipfT blfln p/vIpvh,
- yÑime ivib] ahC, b[Jfl fsùimá; fb~fc fgC wsb J[t-Jhfmlhr Hhy fYfk. Zh*t ftk mhe a]hdBhes - w-pfY ph bhiRo nh, fyhmhfk fCht Bhefzr my fviK bfle bliC - wfvfS fCflfmfzfvr mhn[A krh fZ kI kiTn --- Bhlmhn[fAr my bll fsùimá,
- ikëÑ fkn? kI ofvr aBhb?
- fsth ik ahr orh jhfn? orho fbhfJnh, yhe fbhJhfy phfrnh ahmhfvro! ahmhr y mfn Hz ofvr ahfC sbe - ahr fsefte HfzfC p/b\flm - fpfz fpfz *pfzl\d\ Hfz fgfC orh ---.
- wkkYhz, ofvr sf¤ ahjkhl ahr kimuinfkt krhe ZhfêC nh - ibfSA kfr aBIfkr bfzsIfvr; ahmhfvr V]hnVhr>h fYfk orh ÷fme v{fr sfr ZhfêC fZn. et\s\ fmhr v]hn fjnhfrSn g]hp, a]h@d ue k]hn\ nt ib/j\ et.
- iTk bfliCs. ahfr, ofvr bfzfs y' ahmrho iClhm wkivn. wyrkfmr fKlnh-g]hfjt\ ikC[e y' iClnh ahmhfvr - årºjnfvr kI rkm Bz kfr clyhm, mfn ahfC? osb fjnhfrSn g]hp-P]hp bhv fv, ahmrh ik ahr mhn[A Hein ...? wkmhá W aræpth - o wkth w]hkfspSn! ikfr aræp, iTk kfr KhiêCs y'? aræpvhr flg-p[l krhr flhBth ChRfy phfrnnh afShkvh.
- o, fs ahr blfy? fvKCnh kYhit fne m[fK - fbùivr Zh rh»h - fs/P am<y - am<y ---.
blfy blfy kYh PÑfrhz aræpvhr b]ï m[fK.
- bhRhbhiR kirs nh aræp! siy] siy] am<y Hfl fyhr Bhfg iCftfP~htho Yhky nh - fs b]bÆh kryhm we ahmrhe - piRs in Shf*á! fs-abS] yÑe ahr jhnib kI kfr, ahmhre BÑl ---.
- yh siy]. yfb wtÑkÑ jhin - siy] am<y Hfl fyhmhr Bhfgo j[ty nh iks[] - yÑim y' we ânl[m sfbmhá mhn[A HfzC - fvbyh y' ahr no, fsh efBn\ eu fdh@t fkhzhilPhe ---. oth wkth ki$pLfm@t - fyhmhr nz, fbùivr. uin y' Fk ahpiä kfrn in, kI bl[n fbùiv? fpLtth nhimfz rhKfy rhKfy aræpvh ivfln oïhfvr mhr.
Khozh-vhozhr pr fkmn fZn iJimfz pRl sbhe. fku fku Hhe yÑliCl - efBn\ fmfzmHflo g%pt%p PÑirfz wfsiCl. GiRr ivfk fchK pRfye skflr bhRI Zhozhr yhRh lhgl wfk-wfk. fsùimár mfn Hl, wKn wkbhr kflfj fZfy phrfl Hzy k$p[]thrth P~hkh phozh fZfy phfr; yhChRh or Bhlo lhgiCl nh - yhe o-e ufT pRl ahfg. sklfk ibvhz-itvhz jhinfz - afShkvh-fbùivfk Vn]bhv ivfz, ahr SIg]gIre ahbhr ahshr wkth p/iyS/ºiymy ivfz o fbirfz pRl pfY. yfb vrjhr khfC wfso, kI mfn kfr wkbhr u~ik ivl aBIfkr Gfr. fvKl Gfr ahflh j=lfC - mhYh nIcÑ kfr kI wkth ilKfC aBIk pRhr ftibfl bfs. fsùimá ikC[ bll nh - blflo ânfy fpy nh aBIk - fpCn fYfko fvKh ZhiêCl or khfn fHd\fPhn lhghfnh. yb[ ahly kfr wkbhr 'bhe aBIk' bfl iPfr wl o. fsùimár mfn Hl fBjhfnh vrjhz flfg ahozhjth iPfr wl or infjr khfCe.
iciëym[fK rhïhz wfs ghRIfy bsl fsùimá - &tht_ ivl ghRIfy. ghRIth grm Hozhr ahfg wkbhr m[K yÑfl yhkhl afShkvhr bhRIr ivfk - fchK pRl HThQ aBIfkr Gfrr jhnlhz. fvKl aBIk oKhfn v~hiRfz Hhy nhRfC b[iJ - Hhfy wkth khd_my kI fZn - ahbChzhz fvKh ZhfêC nh Bhl - âV[ wkth a*p&t isl[]fzt. Bhl Cib a~hfk aBIk - fbhVHz wkth khd_ w~fkfC o; Hzy yhre jfn], fk jhfn. or cfl ahshr m[H{fy_ fchfK pfRiCl aBIfkr Hzy - ikëÑ yh' bfl wKn ahr iPfr fZfy efêC Hlnh.
Khbhr smzkhr kYhåflh wKno or mfn G[fr fbRhiêCl. 'fm ib ue ahr al ims\iPt\s\,' Bhbl fs, ikëÑ V~hVhthr smhVhn Hlnh p[frhp[ir. wfvr smhfj ahmrh ims\iPt\ - fvfSr yPhQ bfl. wKhfn ahmhfvr we smhfj, ahmhfvre itn\-wjhrrh ims\iPt\ - khflr yPhQ bfl. yfb --- yfb wKhnkhr fKhv mhik_>I smhfj, fsKhfno ahmhfvr itn\-wjhrrh fkn ims\iPt\ - fvS bh khl fkhn ikC[re y' yPhQ fne fsfqfá - yb[o? yfb ik yPhQ iHfsfb vhzI ahmhfvre r|, chmRh - ahr khlchr]hl b]hk\g/hu@d - ahSIb_hfvr bvfl fsth ik ahj ofvr khfC aiBShp Hfz v~hiRfzfC, fZ aiBShfpr fbhJh ajhfëe ahj ahmrh chipfz ZhiêC ofvr GhfR? fs fbhJh ftfn clfb orh we fsfk@d fjnhfrSn phr kfr - ahro kyv{r pZ_ë, fk jhfn ...! w wk v[fô_z p/SN; fsùimár mnth ibcily Hfz ofT yhr uäfrr fK~hfj. fBfb phznh fkhn ikC[e. th>_phefkr fGhlhft ahflhåflh mhyhflr fchfKr my b[iJ yhikfz Yhfk yhre ivfk. o-fchfK fs fvKfy phz infjr mfnre p/iyêCib. SIfyr kÑzhShBrh pfY i&tzhir}-w ïbß Hfz bfs Yhfk fsùimá.
afnkq> fsrkm wkBhfb bfs Yhkfy Yhkfy iJm lhfg yhr - Bhbnhthfk fjhr kfre G[irfz fvz fs an]ivfk. afShkvhr bhRI fYfk iTk fbfrhbhr m[fK gIyhfbùivr fSA kYhth khfn bhjfC yhr wKno, 'bl y' upZ[| pháIr snßhn kir yhHfl - ahr kiñvne bh ufR-ufR fbRhfb?' yKn fkblmhá m[c\ik fHfs ahr mhYh nhiRfz fbirfz pfRiCl fs; HThQ or mfn Hl, ahêCh, fkmn Hy Ziv v[m\ kfr bfl bsy o isirzhs m[K kfr, 'yh fbS y, fvK[n nh!' --- k%pnhr fchfK o gIyhfbùivr o fsesf¤ wfk-wfk an] fbùivfvr ibsMz-ib*Phiry fchKåflh *p&t fvKfy fpl fZn - as$Bb Hflo fkùyÑkth ahpnmfne upfBhg kfr, uêckf« fs fHfs uTl ghRIr mfV] - wkhe! sbfcfz fbSI kfr mfn wl C@vhfbùivr m[Kth - yhrpr o~r smï fcHhrhth wkJlfk fBfs uTl fsùimár fchfKr shmfn. C@vhfbùivfk fvKfy s[@vr - fkbl wKn aë:syüh bfl m[fKfchfK wkth kÇhiër Chp PÑft Yhfk sbsmz; yb[ s=Bhfbr uêC=lyh kfmin wktÑo. uin in^cze we s[fZhfg wkth Z[Qse riskyh kfr uTfyn - ahr fnHhQ uin bfle ikC[ mfn kry nh fsùimá. 'fnHhQ uin bfle' - kYhth infz nhRhchRh krl fs afnkbhr, infjr mfne! mfnr afghcfr php fne, yb[ icëhthfk ahr p/S/z nh fvozhr fc&th krl fsùimá. ahêCh, nhrIjhiyfk fvfH-mfn ahs» mhyéfyür jfn] p/ïÑy kfr fvn fk - Bgbhn nh p/kéiy? fBfb fpl nh fsùimá - vhizyüth iTk khr GhfR chphfb fs - C@vhfbùiv Yhkfl w-infz wkth fjhrvhr yfk_r abkhS iCl bft. ahbhr C@vhfbùiv? Zhkfg --- yfb ahsl p/SNth Hl - fZe fHhn, iyin ik p[rºAfko p/ïÑy kfrn ahs» ipyéfyür jfn] - fvfH nh Hflo aëy mfn-mfn? aræpvhfk fvfK y' mfn Hz nh fsth - yfb uin Ziv f&tfj-fmfr fvozh thefpr p/ïÑiyfy aB]ï Yhfkn - CháhbÆhr my - fs-kYh ahlhvh. ik}bh Hzy bh o~ro pirby_n HfzfC fByfr-fByfr - bhefrth fvfK ct\ kfr khufk iTk ibchr krh Zhz nh, fsth jhfn fs. Zhkfg, fs icëh aræpvhr - pfrr Bhbnhz or wy mhYh Ghmhbhr kI vrkhr, fsùimá Bhfb. ahêCh, we fZ fChtrh ofk wy Bhlbhfs, or infjro Khrhp lhfg nh ikC[ fChtfvr sf¤ - wth --- wth ik W shmig/k p/ïÑiyr p/Ym Bhg, bh amin fkhn anhgy vhizfyüre g{ª ei¤y? 'V[fähr - wr nhm fGhRh idixfz Ghs Khozh' - infjr mfnr ghfl sSf+v fZn wkth Yh#pR kAhz fsùimá.
yb[ fBfb cfl o - Bhbfy Bhl lhfg, we wqÑi> --- SIfyr rhfyr we iHmSIyl in:s¤ pirfbfS, phfSr Khil sIt\th ahr Khil fne - oKhfn wkhë ahpn khro u¿ shi»V] afpqh kfr rfzfC - âV[mhá ore jfn]! Bç-Bhrfy ahr khro nz fs - fkhnivne. w-fZn wk añBÑy frhmhökr aiBôyh fsùimár. Cibth p[frhp[ir k%pnh nh Hflo an[Bçiyth nyÑne! fknnh, bhïfb khufk p[frhp[ir ahr wkhëBhfb ahpn Bhbfy phfrin fs wyivfn kKne - fs s[fZhg Hzin yhr, iClnh fs aiVkhr. wBhfb jIbnsi¤nI inb_hcn ahmhfvr smhfje wkmhá Hfy phfr. wkmhá ahmhfvr khlchr]hl b]hkg/huf@de fbhVHz j@mhfy phfr we ah^cZ_ aiVkhrfbhV - Z[fg-Z[fg, jf@m-jf@m. Bhfb fsùimá - wr ibk%p fne fkhn. --- yb[ Bhfb fs, wo y' fse snhyn icëhVhrh --- gÄhilkhz fBfs-clh ahr p~hcth bR-Hfz-Zhozh bhxhlIr BibA]Q jIbfnr inrºfv=g inrhpähr fse Cibthr wk apirHhZ_ a}Smhá - Zhr ivfk ainbhZ_Bhfb wigfz cflfC fso. nhik yhr fbiS ikC[ chefC fs, an] ikC[ Bhbhr v[:shHs ahfC yhr? wr uär jhfn nh fs! âV[ fcfz Yhfk shmfn kÑzhShz Dhkh, fZn aëHIn pfYr ivfk! irzhr-iBu imrfr yhikfz fvfK fpCfnr pfY, fsKhfno kÑzhSh jfmfC - iTk fZn or jIbfnr mye! yhr mhfJ-mhfJ v['wkth fHd\lheftr ahflh fvKh ivfêC fpCfn - v[wkth uíj=l *m<iyr my - shmfn yho fne ---!
Hhfyr isghfrtth infB igfziCl - fsthfk a]hsftàfy å~fj ivfz fridor khnth m[cfR ivl fsùimá - yb[ wkth fkhn s¤I j[tfb yhHfl. fkhn\ f*tSn Vrh iCl fk jhfn - fBfs wl krº>s[fr wkth fbHhlhr ahozhj - imi&t aYc krº> ahr mm_*pSI_; itipk]hl mn-Khrhp-krh bhjnhth, yb[ ânfy lhgl fsùimá. ahr ânfy ânfy or mfn wl HThQe, rbI@v/nhfYr bH[ivn-ahfg-pRh fkhn kibyhr kfzkth Cá - 'b~hiSr krº> dhk fbfz, fC~RhChyh rhjCá imfl cfl fgfC wk anfër phfn --- w-ghn fZKhfn sy] --- fsKhfn --- bfz cfl VflS=rI; ahixnhfy fZ ahfC afpqh kfr yhr, prf> Dhkhe ShRI kphfl is~v[r!' lhenåflh wflhfmflh Hfz ZhfêC wKn; nhm kI kibyhr, yhe bh fk jhfn! afnkq> Bhbbhr pr mfn Hl - nhmth fbhVHz 'ikn[ fghzhlhr gil'; Hhis fpl fBfb, afnk --- afn---k ivn ahfg fs-fkhn\ Z[fg b[iJ, kibyhth ahb<iä âfniCl rbI@v/svfnr fKhlh mhfTr p/BhyI ahsfr - ahb<iä kfriCfln ahr-wk fsùimá - H~]h, jnip/z aiBfnyh fsùimá cfûhphV]hz. Hhis fpl W ah^cZ_ fsù-shv<fS] - ahr fse sf¤e ahbhr fkùyÑk fbhV Hl, Khs inuezfk_r ahflh-j=lh ibShl rhjpfY ikn[ fghzhlhr w~fvh gilr ghn mfn pRhr my we ah^cZ_ Fbshv<S]o bft! --- ahêCh, kibyhthr ârºth kI? ikC[fye phrlnh fs mfn krfy - afnk fBfbo. wkth ibS/I as=iï fbhV krfy lhgl o mfn-mfn. Bhbfy-Bhbfye ZfÖr my ghRI chilfz ZhiêCl fs - kKn fvKl bhRI fp~ùfC fgfC ghRIth.
phk_ kfre, wkC[ft fp~ùCl or pRhr Gfr; yhk fYfk söizyhth K~[fj bhr kfr P~[ ivfz V{flh oRhl fsùimá. kibyhth K~[fj bhr krfy Hb yhfk wqÑi> - nefl as=iïth khtfCnh fZ ikC[fye. v[B_hg] or - 'ikn[ fghzhlhr gil' nhfm fkhn kibyh K~[fj fplnh o söizyhz. ah^cZ_ - or K[b Bhl kfr mfn ahfC - kibyhth söizyhz ahfC, aYc --- b[Jl nhmthe BÑl HfêC or! ikëÑ wKn y' asHhz abÆh yhr - nh jhfn kibyhthr siTk nhm, nh p/Ym lhenth - kI kfr o K~[fj phfb befz --- Bhbfy Bhbfy an]mnBhfb phyh o%thl ikC[q> - yhrpr Hhl fCfR ivfz yhfkr opr yÑfl rhKl söizyhth. rhKfy igfz ashbVhfn phS fYfk kI-wkth be iCtfk pRl mhitfy. mlhtth p[rfnh Hfz igfziCl - iC~fR fgl yÑlfy igfz, ahr yhr P~hk gfl u~ik ivl B~hj-krh wktÑkfrh ibb>_ khgj!
fkùyçHlbfS fsùimá bhr kfr ahnl khgjth. afnkivfnr p[rfnh flKh, B~hfj B~hfj iC~fR ahshr up÷m HfzfC; K[b shbVhfn K[ll fs fsthfk. opfrr yhirKthr ivfk yhikfz iHfsb kfr fvKl fs - p/hz kÑiR bCr ahfgr flKh. Bhl kfr pRh ZhiêCl nh, yb[ yqÑi> pRfy ârº krl fs oth - ahr sbikC[ BÑfl, âV[ wkth añBÑy ibsMfz -

"frhjkhr my ahjfko dhfzrI ilKfy bfsiCl[m - HThQ we fKzhlth mfn wl ahmhr. icëhth fbS k'ivn Vfr G[rphk KhfêC mfn - ahjfk mfn Hl ilfKe fPil nhHz! --- yhe, blfy phr fJ~hfkr mhYhz fyhmhfk ilKfy bfsiC w-iciT. iciT nh bfl wfk blfy phr ahmhr s=%p-b[ivßr wk añBÑy fKzhl - ik}bh fChtKht phglhime! wr jfn] vhzI fbhVHz g/If&mr we ahjfkr C[it - ahr yhre fvùlfy tg\bfg we PÑtë mgfjr fkhfA fkhfA phgl fGhRhr ipfT sozhr Zy v[rë k%pnh.--- fse k%pnhr fchfKe ivib] fvKfy phiêC fyhmhr wKnkhr m[Kth - kI BIA> abhk ahr ah^Z_ fvKhfêC fZ fyhmhz, kI blb! khfC-ipfT ahznh Yhkfl fvfK ahsfy phr wqÑi>, ibS=hs nh Hfl! Zhkfg, mhfJ mhfJ y abhk Hfy Bhle lhfg, yhe nh - ibfSA kfr yhfy fyhmhr Ziv fkhn qiy nh Hz. fyhmhr smz n&t kriC bfl rhg krfbnh, wo jhin - fyhmhr sf¤ y' ahr rhfgr s$pk_ nz ahmhr - yhChRh âV[-âV[ nz, wkth vrkhfre iciTth ilKfy bfsiC ahj. aëy ahSh kir yÑim pRfb FVZ_ Vfr!
wKhfne wkth kYh bfl rhiK - ahmhr y' rIiymy sf@vH ahfC, w-flKh fkhnivn fyhmhr Hhfy pRfb iknh! K[b SIg]igrI fZ pRfb nh - fs-b]bÆh y' ahim wKne kfr ZhiêC---. yfb wtÑkÑ jhin - Ziv pfRo kKno, fsivn ahim ahr fyhmhfvr fcnh p<iYbIfy Yhkbnh, aëy we Bhfb - Hzy rfz Zhb fkblmhá fkhn-fkhn ip/zjfnr *m<iyfy! infjr khfne bÄ fbiS nhtk-nhtk fShnhfêC fZn - yfb kYhth siy] --- ahr fsth fyhmhr fcfz Bhl ahr fku jhnfb nh!
grfmr C[itr we v[p[råflh siy] wmn ah^cZ_ ahr s=pNmz! fkhn\ wk shfHb fZ bflfC - als miï nhik Szyhfnr khrKhnh - kYhth fbhVHz wfòbhfr imfY] nz! ibfSA kfr ahmhfvr we SHr klkhyhr grfm - ahim y' fbS sôhfne fse khrKhnhr yè in:S=hs GhfRr khCthfy ivib] an[Bb krfy phriC! ahr miïth - als nh Hfz uphz kI fs-fbchrhr - we c~hivPhth grfm fsKhn fYfk iGl[ b]hphrth y' fs/P ufb Zhozhr vhiKl, kp[_frr my - ahr wktÑ Hfle y' fsKhfn âV[ fV~hzh ChRh ahr ikC[ phozh Zhfb nh K~[fj - W shfz@s l]hb-wr fyfy-oTh ÷Ñisb\l\thr mye. yfb C[it Yhkhz ay ikC[ Khrhp lhgfCnh, ibfSA kfr v[p[frr we Zh-K[SI absrthr jfn].
mfn ahfC, C[itr iTk ahfge kÇhfs pRhfnh Hl 'mV]hfµ' nhfm kibyhth, aqzkÑmhr bRhflr flKh. ah^cZ_, jhn - or kYhåflh wfòbhfr ahmhr mfnr kYh - ahmhr we C[itr m[fdr sf¤ BhrI Khp fKfz Zhz W jhzghth - WfZ fZKhnthz ahfC - 'Kfs Kfs pfR phyh, mfn pfR ky kYh - Chzh-Chzh ky b]Yh G[fr VrhVhfm ---' - iTk fserkme mfn Hz ahmhfrh.
fKfz-fvfz ufT Hhy fVhbhr pr, frhje wkbhr fchK pfR fShbhr Gfr thxhfnh k]hfl@dhrthr opr. s[ejhrl]h@d nh fkhYhkhr fZn wkth vhrº> isnhrI - fvKfle fZfy efêC Hz fsKhfn. ibfSA kfr we pch grfmr ivfn. siy], p<iYbIfy ky fZ s[@vr jhzgh ahfC! wk-wkbhr mfn Hz, oåflh siy]khfrr jhzgh nz, Hzy âV[mhá iS%pIr k%pnh. orkm k%pnh ahmhro Hz mhfJ-mhfJ - HThQ kfr; Hzy bh fkhnivn v[p[fr, fkhn kÇhfsr mhJmV]Khfne! wkivn y' wy an]mn Hfz pfRiClhm Bhbfy-Bhbfy - bhefr, nIl ahkhfS, W u~cÑfy ufR fbRhiêCl wkth icl, ahr ahim jhnlh ivfz fsivfke yhikfziClhm H~h kfr, kyq> fk jhfn - fshmnhYbhb[ fvfK fPfliCfln, yhrpr--- fs Zhkfg, fyhmhfk âV[-âV[ w-sb flKhr mhfn Hznh fkhn, fyhmhr y' o~fk mfno fne - ahr yhChRh --- b~h-khfnr b]Yhtho wmn ikC[ fbiSivn Yhfkin!
siy] kYh blfy ik, C[it bfle âV[ nz - shrhivfnr mfV] we v[p[rthe ahmhr sbfcfz ip/z smz. fkmn wkth iJm-mhrh my Bhb, wkth ini^cë Shië - we smzth sb\bhe ZKn G[imfz pfRfC bh G[fmhbhr fc&thz b]ï - yKn ahim Chfvr icflfkhThr Grthfy bfs Bhib ky-ikC[. Chfvr Chzh-Chzh fkh>th j[fR phzrhåflh bk\-bkm kfr - chrivk fkmn s[n\shn\ inïbß Hfz pfR. yKn, afnkivfnr ahfgkhr fcnhfShnh flhkjn ahr Gtnh sb fZn kYh bfl, jIbë Hfz fvKh fvz fchfKr shmfn. m[H{fy_ imilfz Zhz klkhyhr we icrfcnh pYGht, GrbhiR, sbikC[ --- mfn Hz ahim fZn an] wk jgfy fp~ùfC fgiC - an] wk smfz. ahmhfvr wkylhr bR Gfr befzr ahlmhrIr fpCn ivk fYfk, V{flhtÑflh fJfR wkth p[rfnhmy be ahib&khr kfriClhm wkivn. mfn ahfC, yhfye fvfKiClhm p/hz-ahbCh wkth Cib - ch>_k shfHfbr, wKn fsKhfn icQp[r frhd, yhre VhfrkhfC fkhYhz fZn wkth p/kh@d btghfCr ylhz bfs ivib] ahlfbhlhz yhmhk thnfC shfHb - shmfn ivfz iPtn ghRImy wkth fGhRhz thnh ghRI ZhfêC - ahr v['iynft ahphvmïkDhkh flfsr jhmhprh fmmshfHb mjhr Chyh-mhYhz rhïh ivfz cflfC! p[rfnh be G~htfy K[b Bhl lhfg ahmhr, fkmn wkth uvhs-krh gnß nhfk ahfs, fnSh lhghz - fZn bfz ahfn afnk p[rfnh ivfnr kYh. --- wesb v[p[råflhfy ahmhr Khil mfn Hz, ahim fZn infje cfl fgiC fse-sb ivfn. --- jhinnh sbhr Hz iknh wmn; ikëÑ ahmhr Hz. ahr v[p[[r ChRh w-sb Bhbnh infz nhRhchRh krhr afDl absre bh wmn fkhYhz phe. yhe v[p[rth G[fmhfy phirnh ahim - we vhmI smzth G[imfz n&t krhth ahmhr khfC wfòbhfr bhfj Krc. we infz ky fZ bkÑin fKfziC fChtfblhz, mfn ahfC ahmhr - wKn y' mh Hhl fCfRe ivfzfC. yhChRh b[ivß fbfR oThr sf¤ sf¤ ky aj[Hhyo bhr kfriC wKn. ahsl kYhth y' khufk blh Zhz nh yh bfl - blflo b[Jfb nh fkue! Hzy an] ikC[ mfn krfb - Hzy bh C[tfb infz dh|hfrr khfCe - fk-jhfn! o-sb irfr mfV] Zhbhr vrkhr kI bhbh?
abS] sb\bhe yh nz - fkhn fkhn bR mhn[Afk shHs kfr Hzy blfy phir w-kYh - fZmn fChtkhkÑ. o siy]e ahr sb bRfvr fYfk ahlhvh. ahim jhin o iTk b[Jfb wsb kYh. ahr blh Zhz ivv[fk - ikëÑ fsKhfn y' fbhJhb[iJr p/SN fne - ab[J fsNfHr ainbhr Vhrh befC fsKhfn sb smze. jIbnfBhr afnk ikC[ fvKhfShnh Hfz fgfl fbhVHz Wrkm wkth ah^cZ_ sHnSIlyh ahfs, wkth añBÑy qmh ahr aibimS/ fsNfHr p/S/z - fZn s}shfrr iny]khr jmhKrfcr iHfsb-infkS cÑikfz ini^cë absfr, sb vhizyü fYfk C[it phozhr ahnf@vr oth wkth aiBb]i|. jhin fstho K[b vrkhrI - p/c@d Shsfnr Hhy fYfk b~hchr inrhpv ahS/zo bft mhfJ-mhfJe - ikëÑ, yhfy y' imtfbnh ahmhr ahjfkr p/fzhjn - imlfbnh ahmhr p/fSNr jbhb.
oivfk fChtkhkÑfk wKn ahr Hhfyr khfC phe fkhYhz - shrhivn fkhYhz-fkhYhz G[fr fbRhz, yh fs-e jhfn. yhe y' vhv[ nhik bfliCfln bhbhfk - 'othfk fviKs fyhrh, shrhivn kI kfr fbRhz fk-jhfn - ofk ahr mhn[A kfr fZfy phrlhm nh ---.'
mfn ahfC, ZKn fCht iCl[m - fChtkhkÑr Hhy Vfr phfk_ H~htfy H~htfy wmin kyrkfmr kYh Hy ahmhfvr mfV], Fk fChtkhkÑ y' fsåflh phglhim bfl uiRfz fvzin! aYc, amin wkivn bhbhr sf¤ H~htfy H~htfy ahmhr afnk vrkhrI kYh bfl ZhiêCl[m - kYhz kYhz ahmhr p/hz m[K b]Yh Hfz fgCl, yb[o v['chrft H~[-H~h ChRh bhbhr m[K fYfk fkhn jbhbe phein. br} wkbhr blfln, 'ay kYh blnh fKhkn.' fSAkhfl mfn ahfC, ahr Yhkfy nh fpfr ijfg]s kfriClhm - 'H~]h bhbh, fyhmhr ik kYh blfy k&t Hz?' g$BIrm[fK bhbh âV[ bfliCfln, 'nh fKhkn, rhïhz ay kYh blfl bÄ m[il Hz ahmhr - mhYh iTk frfK Bhbfy phirnh fZ.' W wk m[il, bRrh sbsmz an] ikC[ Bhfb, ahr fs-Bhbnh fChtfvr blh Zhz nh, blflo b[Jfb nh fChtrh, fknnh fChtfvr Bhbnhr sf¤ wfkbhfre fmfl nh fZ yhrh. yhe fsåflh bfl lhB fne fkhn! o~fvr khfC fsth inCk smz n&t! Bhbfl v[:K Hz yhe, ahr mfn Hz Bgbhn Ziv fChtfvr ahr wktÑ s=hVInyhr b]bÆh krfyn --- sbsmz yhHfl 'wth krnh, oKhfn fZonh' ânfy ânfy wyth asH] lhgy nh Hzy - mhfJ mhfJ bhRI fCfR fZivfk v[fchK Zhz cfl fZfyo efêC Hy nh Hzy! Bhbfl abhk lhfg, bRfvr b[ivß ky fbiS, yb[ fkn fChtfvr mfnr kYh orh b[Jfy phfr nh wfkbhfre?
yhe Bz Hz mhfJ mhfJ - ahr p/SN jhfg mfn, ahim ZKn bR Hfz Zhb, yKn ahim infjo ik amin kfre Bhbb - we ahmhr bhbh bh fmjipfsmShe - w~fvr my? yKn we ahimo fChtfvr b[Jfy phrb nh wfkbhfre? nh, yh in^cze nz! mhn[A ik wmn ah^cZ_rkm phf%t Zhz? ahêCh, we flKhthe ZKn fyhmhr Hhfy pRfb, yKn y' yÑimo khro-nh-khro bhbh nz ipfs bh fmfshmShe Hfz fgC - yÑimo amin fHfse uiRfz ivêC fChtfvr kYhbhy_h ahr Bhbnhåflh? we icëhthe G[fr fbRhfêC ahmhr mfn, k'ivn fYfke - ikC[fye wr jbhb phiêC nh fkhno; fbhVHz wKfnh ikC[fye bRfvr my kfr Bhbfy phriCnh bfle! Bhbfy efêC kfr - kKfnh yh nz - Bgbhn y' ahr sbhefk wk C~hfc gfRn in, yhe bR Hfle sbhe ikC[ wkrkm Hz nh - bhbhr my fZmn afnfk ahfCn, fymin ahfCn fChtkhkÑr my bRrho, yhe nh! ikëÑ sms]h Hl s}shfr fChtkhkÑrh fZ icrkhl bhbhr fcfz fCht rfz Zhz, yhHfl? smhVhn fne fs p/fSNr.
ZhfHhk, siy]e Ziv yÑimo ahr sb bRfvr mye Bhb - we iciTth Hhfy kfr wqÑi>, we m[H{fy_ - yfb jhnb fZ wthe inzm, bRrh fChtfvr p[frhp[ir b[Jfy phfr nh fkhnivne. fChtrh wmin asHhz rfz Zhfb icrkhl - Zyivn nh yhrho bR Hfz, ahr sb bRfvr mye g$BIr, ab[J ahr uvhsIn Hfz uTfC. b[Jb, s}shfr bhbhrhe inzm, fChtkhkÑrh b]iy÷m mhá - jhnb fsthe Bgbhfnr b]bÆh. yfb nhilS krb nh - fmfn fnb Wthe bR Hozhr mhâl - afnkKhin s=hVInyh-lhfBr bvfl wktÑKhin HævzHInyh - WtÑkÑ flhkshn fmfn fnbhr my phkhb[ivß j[ft Zhfb yyivfn - sbhre Hz fsth, smz Hfle. fse shëünhthfye, fmfn fnb sb ikC[e - fsthe Hfb ahmhr p/fSNr jbhb. eiy - fyhmhre fChtfblhr ahim.
aphr ibsMz-fmSh wkth ab]| b]Yhr mhV[Z_ fZn iGfr rel fsùimár ahêC» fcynhfk - afnk, afnkq>; fse sf¤, or pir>y mnthfk qf> qf> C~[fz fzfy lhgl wk shmhn] bhlfkr aiBmhn. fse ap{b_ Bhfbr b]YhHIn ahfbfSr mfV], iciTth Hhfy kfr ïbß Hfz bfs rel fs - ahjfkr fsùimá - kykhl, fk jhfn. bhl] fYfk sfbmhá FkfShfr uäI>_ HfziCl fsivfnr fKhkn - ahj yhr FkfShro abisy, *m<iymhá - yhrpr, fmfGr Chzhr my, fghV{ilr rfxr my or opr ivfz fZùbntho kKn fZn cfl fgfC ahpn inzfm - VIfr-VIfr, ikëÑ bÄ yhRhyhiRe b[iJ; mfn Hl fs Kbrtho jhnh iCl nh yhr - b]ï iCl ahpn khfj - bR-Hfz oThr p/ïÑiyfy!
fsivfnr fse fKhknfk kI jbhb fvfb fs yhr p/fSNr - ike bh blhr ahfC yhr? mfnr afghcfr php fne - yb[ fse infjr mnthr sf¤e iTk kyKhin km\p/mhej krfy rhjI ahfC fs ahj? bR Hfz abiV âfn wfsfC fZ fsùimá - ahP\thr a-l\, lheP\ ej PÑl aP\ km\p/mhej!
mfn pRl aBIkfk - ofk infz, ofvr infz ahj sfnß]r sbtÑkÑ kfYhpkYn. ahj cfl ahshr m[fK fsùimá ik wkitbhfrr jfn] fSA fc&th krfy igfziCl - W fChtkhkÑ Hbhr? fbhVHz yhe, ajhfëe - ikëÑ wKn b[fJfC o, fsth Hbhr nz - fc&th kfr fChtkhkÑ Hozh Zhz nh. mfn-mfn wkth añBÑy EA_hfbhV Hl or - fKhkfnr fse akm_h fChtkhkÑr opr. ahr v[:K Hl aBIfkr jfn]! wke bzsI orh, fsivfnr fKhkn ahr ahjfkr aBIk - yb[ ahj fKhkfnre Hl ijQ; sb fYfko - aBIfkr fjhftin fkhn fChtkhkÑ! akm_h Yhkhr fjh fne wfvfS - yhe ik wKhfn fvKh fmfl nh fChtkhkÑfvr? ikëÑ siy]e ik yhe - fvhAth ik wfvfSr, nhik ahjfkr gÄhilkhbhHI sm<ivß-snßhnI we ahmhfvre wk ibp» mhniskyhr? uär fmfl nh yhr - fZmn fmfl in fKhkfnr W p/fSNr!
bH[ivfnr aB]ï pirfbS or - yb[ ahj asH] lhgiCl fsùimár we P~hkh bhRIthr inïbßyh. fvzhflr GiRthfy fchK pRl yhr - Z[|kr yj_nI-s}fkfy fs fGhA>h krfC rhiár mV]Zhm. fsivfk yhikfz Yhkfy Yhkfy fsùimár mfn Hl - fChtfblhz o fZthfk 'bk\bhr ahxÑl' bly, fsthe u~icfz VfrfCn ahj s=z} mHhkhl - s}shfrr ahr sb bRfvr mye iZin g$BIr, ab[J ahr uvhsIn. ahj iTk we m[H{fy_, fsùimár jIbn fYfk Kfs pRl ahfrh wkit ivn - b[iJ y~hre fse afmhG inzfmr Shshinfy..

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