Shankha International Summer 1998


	bh}lh shiHy] o jIbfn nhrIr ayIy o by_mhn - mnIAh rhz - (m]hshcÑfsts\) we p/bfnßr ibAz bh}lh shiHfy]r p/ïÑiypfb_ aY_hQ uinS Syfkr ârº fYfk p/hz fSA pZ_ë (ahn[mhink 70 bCr) bh}lh shiHy] o jIbfn bhxhlI nhrI. ufñvS] v[it. wk, p/hk-biXkm Z[fg wmn ikC[ flKh HfziCl Zhfy yKnkhr bhxhlI nhrI o smhfjr fcHhrh jhnh Zhz wb} prbyI_ Z[fgr flKk-fliKkhfvr rcnhr yÑlnhm{lk ibchr s$Bb. v[e, we yY] aiBbhsI bhxhlI miHlhr jIbfn kyth p/fZhj] yhr ahflhcnh. bhxhlI nhrIr infjr m[fKr kYh o Hhfyr flKh jbhnIfy iPfr Zhbhr ahfrkit bR ufñvS] Hl bhxhlI miHlh iHshfb ahmhfvr infjfvr eiyHhsfk jhnh. p/bhv ahfC, eiyHhs abôh krfl yhr p[nrhb<iä abS]$BhbI. eiyHhs nh jhnfl infjfk ayIy o by_mhfnr pirfp/iqfy fbhJh kiTn. ZYh, ibfvfS bhxhlI miHlhfvr fZ smï sms]h fvKh fvz yhr aiVkh}S ahmhfvr b}S-pr$prhz p/hè s}ƒhr o ibfvSI jIbnVhrhr shfY s}GfA_r Pl. ahmhfvr mhnisk khThfmh wb} afB]s afnkth ayIy eiyHhfsr khfC phozh. we uärhiVkhr s{fá phozh s}ƒhråil fvfSr mhit ahr Gfrr my fpCfn fPfl ahsh ay sHj nz. uinS Syfkr p/Ym vSfk bhxhlI miHlhfvr fByr wkth ahy±sfcynyhr aXkÑr j@mhfy ârº kfriCl. we ahy±sfcynyh K[b s$Bby yQkhlIn bhxhlI smhfjr an] ahfrh Gtnhr my fvSI-ibfvSI s}GA_ o fmlhfmShr Pl. abS] uinS Syfkr ahfgo in^cz ahy±sfcyn bhxhlI miHlh jf@miCfln. ikëÑ y~hfvr b\|b] Chph aqfrr aBhfb fkblmhá pirbhfrr khfrh khfrh S/ºiy o m<iyfye iCl, prbyI_ p/jf@mr khfC fp~ùfChbhr s[fZhg phzin. ahmhr infjr ivivmhr khfC g%p âfniC, y~hr mh rh»h krfy krfy un[fnr khTkzlh ivfz mhitr fmfJfy kibyh, CRh wsb ilKfyn. S=âfrr KRfmr ahozhj ânfle n]hyh ivfz m[fC fPlfyn. wrkm ky flKh n]hyhr nIfc Hhirfz fgfC fk jhfn! 1870 fYfk 1950 shflr mfV] afnk flKk, fliKkh, kib, icákr, nht]khr o cliêcá pirchlfkr rcnh o s<i&tfy bhxhlI nhrIr jIbnicá Vrh pfRfC. fmfzfvr jIbfnr sms]h, v=@v, s[K, v[:fKr Cib s[@vrBhfb o sHhn[Bçiyr sf¤ rcnh kfrfCn. y~hfvr ricy afnk nhrI cirá ah^cZ_jnkBhfb s=z}s$p{>_ o ibcq>. p[rºfAr fchfK nhrIr wkit smi$by o pirp{>_ Cib sb_p/Ym fvKfy phe biXkmcf@v/r flKhz. bh}lh shiHfy] biXkme p/Ym nhrIfk wkhVhfr fp/imkh, g<iHnI, wb} bhsnhmzI s[@vrI ræfp fviKfzfCn, fZmn fviKfzfCn fse wke s[@vrIr pfq ahbhr ibfAhñghro s$Bb. y~hr flKhz bhxhlI nhrI khmnh o S/vßh v[fzre aiVkhir>I; ibbhiHyh áI o p/>iznI wke nhrIfy s$Bb. uinS Syfkr mV]Bhfg bhxhlI smhfjr pfq w jhyIz BhbVhrh Hjm krh sHj iCl nh. biXkfmr shHiskyhr an[sr> fvKh Zhz y~hr uärs{rI SrQc@v/ o rbI@v/nhfYr flKhz. ahmhr Bengali Women befy bhxhlI fmfzfvr opr we iyn mHhrYIr upn]hfsr nhrI cirfár p/Bhb infz ibSv ahflhcnh kfriC. fZ p/SN p/Yfme mfn ahfs fsth Hl, we mHhrYIfvr rcnhr nhrI cirá ik fkbil y~hfvr 'shfVr shVnh' wb} 'mfnr mhV[rI imiSfz' rcnh? nhik W smzkhr bhxhlI nhrIr aëfrr gBIfr wke BhbVhrhr j@m HiêCl? W smzkhr fmfzfvr jIbn wb} yhfvr mhniskyh o icëhVhrhr ahsl ræpth kI iCl yhHfl? p/hk-biXkm bh}lh shiHfy] fbS ikC[ fliKkhr ahy±jIbnIfy yQkhlIn bhxhlI smhfj fmfzfvr p/iy b]bHhr wb} yhr p/iyi÷zhr Cib phozh Zhz. gy iyirS bCr klkhyhz nhrI-s=hVInyh ahf@vhlfnr kl]hf> bh}lh shiHfy]r p/ïÑiypfb_r afnk fliKkhr flKh m[iv/y wb} am[iv/y ahkhfr phozh fgfC. klkhyh ibS=ibv]hlfzr eiyHhs o shiHfy]r CháIrh w jhyIz afnk flKhr uvßhr kfrfC. ikC[ ikC[ flKhr p[nm[_v/no HfzfC. wsfbr fliKkhrh fkbl uêcmV]ibä wb} b/h¥smhfjr nn. wk ThkÑrbhiRfye 1850 fYfk 1950-wr mfV] wk djfnro fbSI fliKkhr j@m HfziCl. ThkÑrbhiRr afnk miHlh-e jIbnm<iy frfK fgfCn. mHiA_ fvfb@v/nhfYr bR fmfz fsùvhimnIfvbIr (1857-1920) flKh 'ipyém<iy', mV]mbV[ ônvhni@vnIr (1850-1940) 'm<iykYh', cyÑY_ kn]h s=>_kÑmhrIr (1855-1932) fbS ikC[ upn]hs, ei@vrhfvbIr (1863-1919) ahy±jIbnI 'ahmhr Khyh' - wsb g/f¢ m{l]bhn yY] phozh Zhz. wr pfrr p/jf@m s=>_kÑmhrIr fmfz srlh fvbIfcùV[rh>Ir (1872-1940) ahy±jIbnI 'jIbfnr Jrhphyh' wk ashVhr> g/¢. ôhnvhni@vnI o sfy]@v/nhY ThkÑfrr fmfz ei@vrh fvbIfcùV[rh>Ir (1870-1960) ahy±jIbnI 'S/ºiy o m<iy' am[iv/y abÆhz ahfC. wChRh abnI@v/nhfYr fbhn ibniznIfvbIr (1873-1931) ahy±kYh 'khiHnI' K[b m{l]bhn yfY]r uQs. rbI@v/nhfYr iviv s=>_kÑmhrIfvbIfk bh}lh shiHfy]r p/Ym miHlh Opn]hisk blh Hfz Yhfk. y~hr fmfz srlhfvbI p/c@d fyjis=nI miHlh iCfln. sfy]@v/nhfYr áI ôhnvhni@vnIr jIbnkYh afnfkre jhnh. ôhnvhni@vnI ahThfrh Syfkr yéyIz Bhfg s=hmIr shfY ibfvfS Zhn wb} aht bCr e}l]hf@d khthbhr smz bh}lh o e}frjIfy fbS ikC[ be flfKn. fvfS iPfro flKhr khfjr sf¤ sf¤ bhxhlI fmfzfvr jIbfn u»iyr jn] smhj-fsbhz p/cÑr smz khitfzfCn. W smz, aY_hQ 1940 shflro ahfg, ThkÑrbhiRr bhefro afnk miHlh upn]hs, kibyh, o m<iykYh ilfKfCn. mhá kfzkjfnr nhm uflLK kriC. b/¥hn@v fkSbcf@v/r mh shrvhs[@vrIfvbI (1819-1907), rhms[@vrIfvbI (1809-1900), frBhfr@d khlIcr> bf@v]hphV]hfzr fbhn inïhir>IfvbI (1833-1916), kib mhnkÑmhrI bs[ (1863-1943), khimnI rhz (1864-1933), o ablh bs[ (1865-1951). ahThfrh Syfkr ârº fYfk wkfSh bCfrro fbSI bhxhlI-jIbfnr cçRhë anßkhr aV]hz. Zivo 1828 shfl b/h¥smhj p/iyiìy Hz wb} pfrr bCr rhjh rhmfmhHn rhfzr akÇhë fc&thz syIvhH p/Yh aheny bnß krh Hz, a@vrmHfl fmfzfvr abÆhr u»iy Hfy ahfrh wkS' bCfrro fbSI smz flfgiCl. ahjo fkhn fkhn ibAfz p/hcIn BhbVhrhr cln fvKh Zhz. fZmn fmfzrh Vfre fnz, yhfvr pfq injs= myhmy Yhkh s$Bb nz wb} yhfvr pfq smhfjr icëhVhrh pirby_n krh as$Bb. we abmn]yh wKno afnk fmfzr míjhz míjhz bhs kfr, Zye flKhpRh jhnh fmfz fHhk nh fkn. wmn ik p/hcIn chlclfnr bhefr fZ-fmfz Zhbhr fc&th kfr, fs sb_p/Ym smhflhcnh fShfn miHlhfvr khfCe. yKnkhr mV]ibä o uêcmV]ibä smhfjr fmfzrh fkbl ahqirk afY_e a@vrmHflr ahflhHhozh-S{n] jIbn khthiêCl yh nz, yhfvr jIbfn ôhn o iSqhr fkhn ahflh fDhkhr s$Bhbnho iCl nh. bhxhlI miHlhr flKh p/Ym ahy±jIbnI 'ahmhr jIbn'-wr fliKkh rhms[@vrIfvbIr j@m Hz 1809 shfl wb} ibfz Hz bhfrh bCr bzfs. iyin bhfrhit sëhfnr mh. yb[ s}shfrr ajs/ khfjr P~hfk s$p{>_ infjr fc&thz pRfy ilKfy iSfKiCfln. rhjh rhmfmhHn rhfzr smhj s}ƒhr ahf@vhln W smz ârº HfzfC. yKn ES=rc@v/ ibv]hshgr iSâmhá. rhms[@vrIfvbI p/bl Bi\|myI miHlh iCfln. bhfpr bhiRr g<Hfvbyh ib¿Ñ ahr S=ârbhiRr fghphl - we v[e fvbyhr ahrhVnh iCl y~hr p/Vhn khj wb} we Bi\| fYfke y~hr Hævfz v<ª ibS=hs j@mhz flKhpRh fSKhr. s=hmI pi@dy mhn[A. Cháfvr pRhfyn ahr rhms[@vrIfvbI rh»h krfy krfy s=pN fvKfyn Ziv kKno Fcyn] cr>hm<y pRfy fSfKn. s=hmI ZKn bhiRr bhefr fZfyn, yKn beåilfy ahvr kfr Hhy b[flhfyn aqfrr opr bhrbhr, Ziv fkhn mÖbfl aqr pircz Hfz Zhz Hhfyr fC~hzhz! VIfr VIfr we cçRhë ahkhXqh ahr vmn krfy nh fpfr wk Chfár khfC l[ikfz aqr pircz krfln wb} pRfy iSKfln. y~hr wyivfnr shV Fcyn]-Bhgby pRfy ârº krfln wb} C@v imilfz pfR bR ahn@v fpfyn. rhms[@vrI nnvfvr Bfz khufk bflnin aYc blfy bR efêC Hy y~hr. v['iyn jn sefk fdfk blhz yhrh p/c@d uQshHI Hfz uTl, fZmn iniAvß khfj iSârh ahn@v phz afnkth fserkm. nnvrh ZKn p{jh-ahiµk infz b]ï, yKn rhms[@vrI y~hr sefvr be pfR fShnhfyn. wkjn vrjhz phHhRh ivy. rhms[@vrIr infjr kYhz, 'ahim Zyq> W p[ïkKhin piRyhm, fkH ahiszh fviKfb bilzh, fse pfY wkjn flhk p/HrI rhKh Hey. ahim aiy fCht fCht kirzh p~[iY piRyhm, yYhip ahmhr p/h> Bfz wk wkbhr cm\fk cm\fk uiTy. mfn Bhibyhm, fkH b[iJ âinl.' fZivn rhms[@vrIr nnvrh jhnfy phrl y~hfvr fbù flKhpRh jhfnn, yhrh K[iSe HfziCl wb} yhrho p~[iY pRfy chel. Zivo sbhr inìh fymn iCl nh. rhms[@vrI a%pivfnr mfV]e Cf@v ahy±jIbnI ilKfy ârº kfrn. we smz ikC[ ikC[ pi@dfyr shHhfZ] 1849 shfl p/Ym fmfzfvr ƒÑl fKhlh Hl viq>hrn m[fKhphV]hfzr bhiRr FbTkKhnhz. sf¤ sf¤ rb uTl nhnh p/iybhv o smhflhcnhr. kib ES=rc@v/ åè ilKfln, "Zy C~[iRåflh yÑiR fmfr fkyhb Hhfy infêC Zfb, yKn w-ib iSfK ibib fsfj iblhyI fbhl kfbe kfb." khgfj khgfj s$phvkIz fbfrhfy ârº Hl; fZmn 'smhchr ci@v/kh'z fbfrhl, "bhilkhg>fk ibv]hlfz phThefl b]iBchr s}Gtfnr ahSXkh ahfC, fknnh bhilkhg> khmhyÑr p[rºfAr v<i&tpfY piRfl asQ p[rºfArh yhHhivgfk blQkhr kirfb, a%pbzƒ bilzh ChiRzh ivfb nh, khr> Khv]-Khvk s$pk_." yKn e}l]hf@dr rh>I iBk\fthirzhr rhjyü, aY_hQ 1850 shflr khChkhiC. bhxhlI mV]ibä p[rºA-smhfj wkth Bz iCl, fmfz-rhjfyü Hzy sb fmfzmhn[Ae s}shr Shsn krfy ârº krfb. we BhbVhrhth abS] p/hcIn mn[r bcfnr shfY Hhy imilfzfC, khr> mn[r bcfn pir&khr flKh iCl, fmfzrh iSqhlhB krfl pirbhfrr wb} smhfjr sb_nhS! aYc we kYho s=Ikhr nh kfr uphz fne, fZ-smï miHlhrh flKhpRh iSfKiCfln, y~hfvr s=hmIrh W p[rºA-smhfjr b]iy÷m iCfln. FklhsbhisnIfvbI s=hmIr khfC flKhpRh iSfK iynit be ilfKiCfln. wkit be-wr nhm 'iH@v[ iPfmls\' bh 'iH@v[ miHlhgf>r HInhbÆh' wb} ahfrkit 'iH@v[ ablhkÑflr ibv]hB]hs o yhHhr sm[»iy'. p/Ym beitr Bçimkhz y~hr s=hmI jhnhn, FklhsbhisnI g<Hkm_ o p[ákn]hfvr lhln-phln infje kfrn. afnkth fZn jbhbiviHr my. FklhsbhisnIr flKh wb} ui\| fYfk ahmrh jhnfy phir, yKnkhr smhfj nhrIiSqhr ibpfq nhnh khr> fvKhn Hy. fZmn ibv]hB]hs krfl miHlhrh aicfre ibVbh Hz, yhfvr icächöl] Gft, ey]hiv. FklhsbhisnI wVrf>r BhbVhrhr p/bl p/iybhv kfrn. abS] y~hr smY_k iCfln y~hr s=hmI ahghfghRh. y~hr s=hmI v[g_hcr> åè áIiSqhr jn] p/c@d uQshHI iCfln. FklhsbhisnI infje ilfKfCn, iyin ibv]hibfrhiVnI iCfln wb} s=hmIr Zfyú o ahg/fH pRhânh krfy ahg/HI Hn. ibVbh Hbhr pfro afnk miHlh pRhânh chilfz fgfCn. Vfr fnozh fZfy phfr, W smzkhr miHlhrh s}ƒhrm[\| Hfy fpfriCfln wb} ik}bvëIfy ibS=hs kfrnin. we p/sf¤ ThkÑrbhiRr fmfzfvr iSqhr kYh blh cfl. wmn ik s=>_kÑmhrIro ahfg ThkÑrbhiRr fmfzrh ilKfy o pRfy iSKy Fb¿bIr khfC. klhphyhz ilfK ilfK iciT flKhr aB]hs kry. s=>_kÑmhrI abS] Fb¿bIr khfC flKhpRh fSfKn in. mHiA_ fvfb@v/nhY fmfzfvr ƒÑfl phThbhr ibpfq iCfln yKnkhr b~hVhVrh pvßiyr jn]. iyin p~[iYgy iSqhr fymn pqphyI iCfln nh. wk p[rºA-pi@dyfk aë:p[frr fmfzfvr flKhpRhr vhizyü ivfziCfln, Zivo yKn b/h¥-smhfj imSnhrI ibfvSI miHlhr khfC e}frjI iSqhr frozhj ahr$B HfziCl. mHiA_ infjo fmfzfvr ibôhn o fj]hiyA Shfár iSqh ivfyn. fmfzfvr bhbhr khC fYfk âfn sHjBhAhz ahbhr fs ibAfz ilfK fvKhfy Hy. yhe flKhr frozhj K[b km bzfse ârº HfziCl. we fgl wkth ivk - fmfzfvr flKhpRhr pfqr o ibpfqr g%p. wth lq] krhr my - bhxhlI fmfzfvr mfV] Zhrh flKhpRh iSKfy fcfzfC, yhrh bhbh aYbh s=hmIr khfC shHhZ] o sHhn[Bçiy fpfzfC. fkhn fkhn fqfá pirbhfrr uQshfHe wth s$Bb HfzfC fZmn FklhsbhisnIfvbIr jIbfn. pi^cfmr shfY yÑlnh krfl we b]hphfr wkth bR yPhQ fvKh Zhz. 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